i have a feeling that i will be writing on this page a lot. mainly because i get distracted really quickly, and this gives me a space to let my mind just think out loud. it's so nice to just type whatever comes to mind.
- what was i distracted from? i am supposed to write a paper for my spanish class. i have hit a wall, and i have nothing else coming to me. it's frustrating. but i know that i should get over my boredom and just do it. No, i don't think i will.. procrastination is actually my middle name. or at least it should be, because i am really good at it.. i think i will change it once i grow out of it. that would be smart. :)
.. ok, i think i will go. my conscience has just won the battle, and i think i should really focus. it also has something to do with the fact that i can't play with my buddy until after my paper is written.  
that is motivation in itself. get ready to be conquered, my spanish paper.
ciao for now! :)

lesson learned? check.

oh boy. lately, i have realized that i am not the sharpest tool in the shed. i wouldn't consider myself stupid, because i am not, but i sure do some pretty dumb things without thinking about it..  but what can ya do? it's who i am, and i love being me, so why should i bother?
   anyways, to prove my point, i just posted that i was engaged on my facebook status. is this true? absolutely not. but i thought it would be really funny. and it was. for a second. no later than a minute after i post it, i get an overload of texts asking if i was really engaged. typical, for i would do the same thing.

crazy rae

 .... this wouldn't be a problem if i was still in high school. i forget that it is socially  acceptable to be engaged while in college. i really didn't think that one out. maybe, i  shouldn't do that ever again? i think yes. i'm sure people will continue to text me and  comment on my status, and i will just have to crush their hopes of my engagement.. but such is life. what's done is done. :) sooner or later, i will probably take it off, but for  now, i guess i should just live in the moment.
   DEAR RAELA, PLEASE USE YOUR BRAIN. IT WOULD REALLY HELP YOU OUT.
                LOVE, ME

3 for 3

 man, i am doing pretty good with this whole blog thing! I never thought i would be able to write random things on the internet! be proud.
  as i sat in the living room today, i thought about my underwear. strange thing to think about? yes. yes it is.but not really, because i just got some really cute new ones the other day. i hate getting cute undies, because it really isn't appropriate to go around showing people your bloomers. so it's kind of a thing to enjoy alone. personally, if something makes me happy, i like to share it with others. ya know, spread the joy. but in the case of underwear, i think i will just keep it to myself :)
love forever, Raela

oh sunday

So i know that there isn't anyone reading this right now. But to tell you the truth, i am ok with that. maybe i like it that way. with that being said, here goes nothing. enjoy.
  I went to church this morning. it was definitely a new experience, because none of my roomies came with me. so i went alone. I don't mind sitting by myself, but apparently, everyone else thinks it's a disgrace to sit alone. i had a nice girl come and sit next to me. i'm not sure if she did it because she pitied me, or if it was because she didn't want to sit alone either. she could just be a nice person. i like to think that. i appreciate her, because she sat next to me. we didn't say a single thing to each other, but i didn't feel like such a loner.
THANK YOU RANDOM GIRL!
hmm.. that reminds me a lot of my sister, Riss. She is always looking out for the people that don't have anyone to sit by at lunch. She finds the sad loners and makes them feel better. I don't think she gets recognized for that enough.

THANK YOU RISS FOR SITTING BY PEOPLE LIKE ME!

you are such a good example to me. when i grow up, i want to be like you. thank you :)

. to you .

i only made this blog because of my amazing sister, Riss. 

But to be completely honest, i think i will use it for more than just praising her in every possible way.

Because that might just get weird. Like i was worshiping her or something. Which isn't my cup of tea. 

I love you Riss, but i'm not going to worship you.. :)

But for some reason, telling you that i love you on a blog post is kinda weird. it's like texting you.. but for everyone and their dog to see.. Oh well. I'm here. and rambling on. I should just cut to the chase huh?  

  .... .... ....

~best friends~

this one goes out to you sis. for being the best. ever. heather doesn't count. i appreciate all you do for me. i love it when you used to come into my room as i laid in bed, and you would just wake me up and talk with me. i really actually hated it then, but looking back, those were some good times. buenos tiempos. i love when we would just talk. and talk. i love hearing all that you have to say. i am glad that you listen to me. even when i have nothing of importance to say. i like you. i like how you make me feel. you always tell me that i am pretty, and that made me feel like a princess. i like what we do together. whenever we are hanging out, we do some pretty crazy things. and they are so awesome. i absolutely love playing with you. you are my best friend. i would love to be stranded on an island with you.. thank you for all of your advice about boys. and thank you for not being as stubborn as i am. i can think of countless times when you have not been at fault, yet you still apologize to me first. it's amazing, and i really appreciate your example to me. even though you are younger than i am, it sure seems like you have much more experience in life. i really think you were supposed to be born first, just because you're so much better than i am. well, i hope this is good for you. i could write more, but i feel like you are getting bored.

until next time, 

Raela